So what exactly means chronicle? This is where you learn more about me! Yay me! Don't worry, don't worry.  I don't bite... hard that is. I just nibble a little here and there but believe me I've never had any complaints about it. So this is where I should be able to tell you more about me but I don't really know what to say. 

Who am I? Who am I? I am me. I am. I ramble quite a bit, but don't worry I will wrap things up eventually. I was brought into this world in May of 1977, and get this I was born at a mental hospital! Yes I am mental and often have dreams that a previous therapist says relates to my birth. Most parts of the large hospital in Eloise Michigan are condemned. There is the cemetary that is presumed haunted and still stands with graves worn and/or no longer visable. Why did I just tell you all of that? Well this is about me isn't it? Duh! Anyways again I often dream about my birthplace and hope to research and study it more before leaving Michigan.

My physical traits are that of the average. I'm not glamourous nor overly beautiful, just average in my opinion. I wouldn't turn myself down for a date, if I were still available. Big brown eyes and long curly hair are my two most beautiful features. I am overweight. Yes I'm actually proud of that fact. I can lose weight but some girls enjoy their curves. If by chance I decide to lose more than 30 pounds at a time it will be for health purposes because I believe big girls do it better.

Somewhat of a girly girl at times but I also like playing. Volleyball, baseball, basketball and even football at times. I enjoy walking and hiking, especially during autumn. As you already know I'm a writer. I've written one book, three novels, hosts of poems and a few songs. I also enjoy photography, sketching and to go back to childhood I still enjoy coloring. Pink is my favorite color, then green. I'm sometimes confused by the lack of common sense of most people, especially those closest to me.

I'm a Taurus! I'm symbolized by the bull and very true to my sign, there is no in between here. I'm stubborn but I'm also grounded. My steady demeanor makes me someone others can count on. I'm also a sensualist who loves good food, physical affection, romance and other material goods. Only the best for the best.

Headstrong Taurus
Who smiles through life-except when crossed?
Who knows, or thinks he knows, the most?
Who loves good things: baked, boiled or roast?
Oh, Taurus!

I am now 30 years old, but my life isn't really anything special. I lived, graduated high school and went on to college like any normal person does. I didn't do anything special while in high school but of course everything was special when I was there.

At the age of 16 my life changed forever when I made a really bad choice in boyfriends. This error of judgment would dull if not cause me more heartache then the actual incident for the next 12/13 years. But I survived with the help of my sister and best friend Julie. Without her I doubt that I'd be here today to tell you more about me and my life. In fact I wouldn't have life. She has become my very breath since then. 

I've been through a few defective relationships in my life. Some worse then others but all teaching me a thing or two about love. During my teen years it wasn't really about putting together an 'us' but hotness, and who is with who. Fortunately I was on the arm of a very big football player so my dance card was full. The 20's got off to a slow start with college and working taking up most of my time but I still found some to enjoy myself with a companion or two or five. All five of them ended in heartbreak; really not sure whose but in a relationship it is usually both parties. My late 20's involved me to get involved more deeply looking for a commitment from my partners. Three that I found myself lost in but again they ended in heartbreak. My last boyfriend; well he was a southern cowboy with a motorcycle and well I was head over heels. Truthfully though I got bored; felt like I was going no where and his controlling attitude wasn't going to pull me down with him. I told you I learned a lot over the years. So it was at that time I stopped looking for love all together. If it were meant to be; it would happen on its own.  By this time...


     All I wanted is for ONE GUY
             just one, to prove to me that they're
                                                NOT all the same.

We met in the most unconventional way. It was a love against all odds right from the start. We were both very much in love with different people when we began talking. Our conversation in the beginning usually consisted of each of us speaking about the other people in our lives; what we wanted and how we wanted it. She was beautiful and he was infatuated with her and it didn’t bother me because I had someone I thought would spend the rest of his life holding my hand. That didn’t stop us though, we were comfortable sharing the most intimate details of our personal lives, considering. We met on a friendly adult website that discusses politics and religion and even some fun games to play in their forums.  How many cyber relationships actually work out? You see movies on the television about cyber stalkers and children accessing porn sites but you never see any cyber relationships that end happily ever after.

The problem with this form of communication is it’s filled with so many nothings, but with him everything he said turned into something that always made me feel special. I’m not talking about him complementing me with cute endearments but the fact that he wanted to share the things and emotions of his life made me feel like I was something, something special to him. Now-a-days you have to be careful what you share with the people of the world, especially over the Internet. The battle of good and evil usually leaves victims and I didn’t want to be a victim. Both of us had been through so much in our lives by the time we began talking and another battle wouldn’t help our existence. I stayed guarded as did he and with good reason.  Long story short: We eventually fell in love.