It’s raining outside,

It seems to drown out my tears.

All the crying I’ve held inside

Is flowing free with fears.

 

Sometimes it’s hard to decide;

From all this pain.

I’m happy,

Excited,

I’m hurt,

And I’m Careless,

Heartbroken,

I’m Insane…

I’m insane…

 

I’ll carry this smile constantly,

It’s not hard to hide emotion.

But when rain falls

It’s hard to contain

All the inner

The inner commotion.

 

So tears leave me drowning here,

hoping to breathe,

When all that I want.

When all I care to do

…. is to pack up and leave…

 

To pack up and leave

Get out of this place

It’s hard to believe

Don’t look in my face

It’s raining outside

The emotion can’t hide

Please don’t look in my eyes

Not while it’s raining outside

 

Sometimes it’s hard to decide;

From all this pain…

I’m happy,

Excited,

I’m hurt,

And I’m Careless,

Heartbroken,

I’m Insane… I’m insane…

 

I can no longer contain

Can no longer hide emotion

It’s raining outside

I cannot hide

No matter how much I’ve tried

I’m insane…

Beautiful sea driven eyes

Silence could never be denied

He makes me happy

I’ll always make him smile

Two enriched souls vibrantly unite

A perfect moment in time

He said this was my chance

To leave all worries behind

Taking me in his arms at a glance

Wrapping his heart in mine

Go on and on,

What is it we are!

What is it we want!

The truth is

Only in the heart

Never close his eyes

This is the road that leads

And time always flies

When the soul begins to plea

In a world filled with promises

He can’t promise everything

That’s more than enough

Let hearts keep dancing

Entice me

Entrance me

Go on and on

The truth lies

Only in a heart of stone

Break me

Shake me

Allow me to crumble

Sweep me off my feet

Rebuild the rubble

Go on and on,

What is it we are!

Go on and on,

What is it we want!

The truth is…

Hearten trembles and silent whispers

Aromatic sensations and wistful vibrations

That night just before the sun would rise

I was swept up in his beautiful sea driven eyes

Go on and on because the truths been told

It’s my heart that only he holds

Wanting to give you everything you need

I just don’t know how, I don’t see what you see

Our connection has been crossed somewhere in between

And all the love is laced with us hurting

You say I need to move on, don’t let them in again

Tell me what to do, I still want them as friends

I know it will be hard along our journey, we’ll stumble

Your words cut like a razor but I still didn’t crumble

I’m here, I promise to try my best

But I need my Angel to help with the rest

Something has brought you here to me

And I don’t know what it is or what it can be

I’m sorry I hurt you, didn’t mean to disappoint

Give me a chance, I’ll spend our whole lives making it up

I want to give you everything, all that you require

Sorry it took so long to realize you’re my heart’s desire

Come discover the mysteries

Slowly caressing with fingertips

Spend hours on odd parts

Find out the in betweens

Become apart of me

I want to rub you there

Brush my tongue over here

Stroke you for hours on end

Watch you discovering

Becoming apart of me

Can you feel the heat?

I’m burning deep inside

Can you douse that fire

Mingling wet and sweating

Become apart of you

Feel the heavy breath

Let me taste your sweetness

Wrapped up and hot

Looking in your eyes

Becoming apart of you

As moans become exotic drippings

Bodies once smooth begin twitching

Uncontrollable passions turn to smiles

Discovery becomes melting

And you and me are becoming us…

Do you know you mean everything to me?

I crave your presence, think of you constantly

Your eyes glowing like the color of the sea

Your words keep me inspired to dream

Building inner strengths

Relying on the pull within

I crave you now

Wish I had you then

Where have you been all this time?

Did you not see you were always mine?

We didn’t need all them broken hearts

Always searching for the one who’d never parts

Stumbling, falling to the ground

Breaking barriers head on

I crave you now

Wish I had you then

Always seeing the possibilities

Forever reaching endlessly

One day we will come to be

What it is our future foresees

Once forever is upon us don’t hold back

Love me hard, don’t ever slack

I crave you now

Wish I had you then

It’s all null and void

As long as you’ll be here to the end

I’ve been drinking tonight, I feel no pain

I want you to be my one night stand

Take me down, and treat me right

Make me feel through this drunken daze

Touch me here and there please

I want to feel every heartbeat

Let our breath linger in a lovers embrace

Dance with me tangled and wet

And let nothing go untouched

Cover up my heartbreaks

If only for just one night

Tell me you love me

I know it isn’t true

But I need to hear the words

I need to feel all of you

Feed me, caress me, lick me

Take me down, and treat me right

Let me wake up regretful

Kill what’s left of my soul

Because I can’t take no more

I feel no pain, be my one night stand

When you see the rain, don’t jump the puddles

Walk on through, the storms will end soon

And if the sun is out, look up, close your eyes

Feeling nothing but the beauty that surrounds you

Overcome yourself with a Angels’ trust

Life isn’t simple, but it is if that’s what you want

Then sweat all the troubles through your pores

Release them, and keep the sweetness

It’s the way to get ahead, to be proud

To look at your reflection and smile

And know you have succeeded

Walk through puddles, and the sun’s warmth

And roll around in the sweetness of life

I want to feel you in my soul, a inner connection

Wanting and yearning, but I’m still blinded

I can’t take the chance of being hurt yet again

And as much as I trust you, I trusted he and he

Loving everyone is a hard job, at all times

I work hard not to hate anyone, they make it easy

Sometimes creating drama not yet needed

And then in need of reassurance, warmth

A silly ploy to have make up intercourse

Another confusion of love, a body

But if you don’t feel the radiation

Then there is nothing more, I can offer

For there’s always going to be something more

I will find everything I need, through my center

My soul calls out, and leads me there

I’m just late at actually listening to my soul

I’ve only listened to my heart, unknowingly

I feel you in my soul, but I can’t chance it

So I’m calling us as a friendship of a lifetime

Without the physical benefits beyond a hand

For my heart can’t take your hidden deception

Let’s hook up, and get all sweaty

Join me at the bar, I’m the one dancin’

I’m in need of a sweet exotic release

Come, and I will give you what you need

No need to buy a drink, don’t flatter me

Take me up against the bathroom wall

I don’t care what you do to me

Pull my hair, spank my ass hard

Give me a release, I want to feel heaven

Let energies merge, then let me go

Permanently tattoo my ass tonight

I’ll tell a story about you one day

I’ll make you famous, in fifteen

There is only one rule beforehand

No fallin’ in love with me

Because love is a dreaded reality

So let’s hook up, let’s get sweaty

Take me now, I need a sweet release

You can close the blinds

You can lock the doors

And you can cry all you want

But I’m still here, I’m not leaving

I need you as much as you need me

And I’m not ready to let you go

Drinking only helps for a little while

Baby put that bottle down

Let go of the past ghosts

They followed you home

But you can’t lock them out

You have to make them go

But that bottle is only a gazebo

It requires a little more time

They never really go away

Demons can’t be truly cured

I’m here to help you, suppress

To fight, to conquer, to quit

To quit quitting by drinking

Your glass is empty, clear

That translucent liquid doesn’t fill you

Only helps you to forget for now

Remember tomorrow…

You have never drank alone

Even when no one was around you

I will remain within, always

You never drank alone, not without me

You can’t forget it, neither can I

Happened years ago but the pain remains

Don’t let it consume you..

Memories sometimes do fade

You don’t remember, do you?

Filled with the translucent liquid of forgot

Lost in your own little world

Leaving me alone, my glass empty

I’ll join you soon, promise

Fill me with forgetfulness please

Take me as you have him, emptily

I’ll remember tomorrow, tomorrow

We share demons, scared

Intoxicated under apparitions

Lost in the abyss of pain

We share unremembered thoughts

Hoping to remember tomorrow