I come with special directions
Be careful when you open me
I have no secret confessions
Only love me tremendously
I am of simple form
Anchored not by beauty
I have my own unique “norm”
My soul resembles it purely
You possess all the tools needed
Not much assembly required
I’ve come to repair what’s jaded
Of your heartbreaks prior
So read the directions slowly
Assemble with that sweet kiss
I’m here to stop the tears from flowing
And to fill of what you’ve missed

 
 

(This one might be rewritten in song format)


Little and delicate

Simple and sweet

There was one thing missing

That I thought would be neat


It was all I wanted

Just two little words

Could somebody tell me

“You're Beautiful”


Older and sassy

Wide-eyed and sweet

Still missing that one thing

That I thought would be neat


It was all I wanted

Just two little words

Could somebody tell me

“You're Beautiful”


Matured and Independent

Bold and sweet

Yet still one thing missing

That I thought would be neat


It was all I wanted

Just two little words

Could somebody tell

“You're Beautiful”


Not my mom

Or my dad

Nor someone who previously had

I wanted somebody, anybody

To tell me

“You're Beautiful”




 
 

He told me that he'd toss and turned all night

Somehow I'd climbed my way through his soul

But once I arrived he didn't put up a fight

Because all he ever wanted was me to hold

But I told him I'm leaving in a month

To search for what life had to offer

A single tear; he turned his back

He walked away and left me in silence

Throughout the day I ponder a stay

But I can't hold back now...

I found a note taped to my office door

Tear stained ink bleed through the envelope

The words were loud and clear

Same words I said to the one before

Somehow I completed him

And he's not willing to let go..

Dance with me upon a butterfly wings

One night where nothing else matters

A wrapped tango on moonlit floors

In search of the hidden pleasures

Soar with me upon an eagles wings

Higher and higher the course

We'll go around the world in minutes

Penetrated with only loves force

Ride with me upon a great stallion

Nothing but earth high and low

Watch as the world goes by

And the skies will shout forth

His arms were wrapped around me

His breath upon my ear

The whisper of sweet nothings

But of him everything I hear

This is my journey unto another place

Dance with me upon a butterflies wing

The birds will sing melodies of our embrace

See what the soar, search and ride will bring

I looked into his eyes so brown

And filled with such emotion

His words in my head I let go round

But it was only a notion

In a month I'm leaving

If only to see what this change brings

In myself I'm believing

Moving on to bigger and better things

 
Betrayal 09/04/2008
 

How could I be so cruel,
To leave you standing there?

Our intertwined hearts duel;
But this challenge wasn't fair.

My love for you was true,
Until I found her in our bed.

So I had to leave you,
I couldn't let you stay in my head.

Your love has never left me;
But I'm still going, coping.

It's you inside her I see.
The whore's legs spread open.

 
Under the Moon 09/04/2008
 

Under here is where my heart lies

In your arms we sigh through fire

Long fingers tracing uneven hips

Lips dancing in lovers bliss

A whisper

"I want you"

Never been so clear

Without words

Clothes disappear

Bodies mingle shadowed by trees

Wind not the only thing blowing

Breath is shallow and warm

Hearts are racing and torn

A gasp

"Yes baby more"

Never been so clear

Without words

Daylight disappear

Back's arched and toes curled

Hanging on for more and more

The moon peeking

Skin wet with a lovers dew

Silence

"I know what you want"

Scratches, licks and moans

Damn time really flies

Under here is where my heart lies

 
Insane Rain 09/02/2008
 

It’s raining outside,

It seems to drown out my tears.

All the crying I’ve held inside

Is flowing free with fears.

 

Sometimes it’s hard to decide;

From all this pain.

I’m happy,

Excited,

I’m hurt,

And I’m Careless,

Heartbroken,

I’m Insane…

I’m insane…

 

I’ll carry this smile constantly,

It’s not hard to hide emotion.

But when rain falls

It’s hard to contain

All the inner

The inner commotion.

 

So tears leave me drowning here,

hoping to breathe,

When all that I want.

When all I care to do

…. is to pack up and leave…

 

To pack up and leave

Get out of this place

It’s hard to believe

Don’t look in my face

It’s raining outside

The emotion can’t hide

Please don’t look in my eyes

Not while it’s raining outside

 

Sometimes it’s hard to decide;

From all this pain…

I’m happy,

Excited,

I’m hurt,

And I’m Careless,

Heartbroken,

I’m Insane… I’m insane…

 

I can no longer contain

Can no longer hide emotion

It’s raining outside

I cannot hide

No matter how much I’ve tried

I’m insane…

 
In the Eyes 09/02/2008
 

Beautiful sea driven eyes

Silence could never be denied

He makes me happy

I’ll always make him smile

Two enriched souls vibrantly unite

A perfect moment in time

He said this was my chance

To leave all worries behind

Taking me in his arms at a glance

Wrapping his heart in mine

Go on and on,

What is it we are!

What is it we want!

The truth is

Only in the heart

Never close his eyes

This is the road that leads

And time always flies

When the soul begins to plea

In a world filled with promises

He can’t promise everything

That’s more than enough

Let hearts keep dancing

Entice me

Entrance me

Go on and on

The truth lies

Only in a heart of stone

Break me

Shake me

Allow me to crumble

Sweep me off my feet

Rebuild the rubble

Go on and on,

What is it we are!

Go on and on,

What is it we want!

The truth is…

Hearten trembles and silent whispers

Aromatic sensations and wistful vibrations

That night just before the sun would rise

I was swept up in his beautiful sea driven eyes

Go on and on because the truths been told

It’s my heart that only he holds

 
Apology 09/02/2008
 

Wanting to give you everything you need

I just don’t know how, I don’t see what you see

Our connection has been crossed somewhere in between

And all the love is laced with us hurting

You say I need to move on, don’t let them in again

Tell me what to do, I still want them as friends

I know it will be hard along our journey, we’ll stumble

Your words cut like a razor but I still didn’t crumble

I’m here, I promise to try my best

But I need my Angel to help with the rest

Something has brought you here to me

And I don’t know what it is or what it can be

I’m sorry I hurt you, didn’t mean to disappoint

Give me a chance, I’ll spend our whole lives making it up

I want to give you everything, all that you require

Sorry it took so long to realize you’re my heart’s desire

 
Melting Hot 09/02/2008
 

Come discover the mysteries

Slowly caressing with fingertips

Spend hours on odd parts

Find out the in betweens

Become apart of me

I want to rub you there

Brush my tongue over here

Stroke you for hours on end

Watch you discovering

Becoming apart of me

Can you feel the heat?

I’m burning deep inside

Can you douse that fire

Mingling wet and sweating

Become apart of you

Feel the heavy breath

Let me taste your sweetness

Wrapped up and hot

Looking in your eyes

Becoming apart of you

As moans become exotic drippings

Bodies once smooth begin twitching

Uncontrollable passions turn to smiles

Discovery becomes melting

And you and me are becoming us…



 
 

Do you know you mean everything to me?

I crave your presence, think of you constantly

Your eyes glowing like the color of the sea

Your words keep me inspired to dream

Building inner strengths

Relying on the pull within

I crave you now

Wish I had you then

Where have you been all this time?

Did you not see you were always mine?

We didn’t need all them broken hearts

Always searching for the one who’d never parts

Stumbling, falling to the ground

Breaking barriers head on

I crave you now

Wish I had you then

Always seeing the possibilities

Forever reaching endlessly

One day we will come to be

What it is our future foresees

Once forever is upon us don’t hold back

Love me hard, don’t ever slack

I crave you now

Wish I had you then

It’s all null and void

As long as you’ll be here to the end

 

    Semblance

    I am but an image
    Built from your own mind
    A similitude of growing old
    And feeling dull
    I'm just a feeling
    Created from the depths of your soul
    A likeness only of her emotion
    And a pretense of her similarity
    Sometimes feebleminded
    Sporadically seethe with understanding
    A conception of representation
    A mere fragment, a breath of life
    Befitting an aura of darkness
    Absorbed by doubt
    Just a pretext of air
    I am almost wasting space
    I am but an analogy
    Lost but cosigned with hope
    You chose to confiscate me
    Don't mask my beauty
    I am what I am!

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