Constantly it goes on and on. He's so hurt, and I'm not? Hello! I'm continually hurt by the lack of attention and lack of having a man who will take care of me. Its not that he can't he has done it but then, here we go... Again! That's right again folks, over and over. At least 3-4 times a year we go through this same stupid ass argument. And this time, I'm just not going to deal with it anymore. And of course he tries to use the excuse, well you can make a move on me. First off, I've never HAD to do anything to either him nor any other boyfriend I've had. I've never had a problem with lack of sex with any one other than him. Hell when I was in college females even came on to me when ever or where ever. But hey if that is how he rolls. Maybe he doesn't understand that life, or our relationship isn't a magazine article. The TV is the problem? Please spare me. When we aren't fighting about sex TV isn't a problem. When we aren't fighting about sex he's all over me. But he expects me to allow him to feel all over me, to kiss me, to hold me and not be disappointed that I'm hot or wet and have to stay that way? I'm tired of talking about it, fighting about it, just plain tired. So instead of just that I'm giving up on us. Funny thing is of all my relationships I've had a vision on whether things would work out and our vision had a happily ever after and I've never been wrong about these things, but hey we can't be right 100% of the time, so I guess I'm single again. A man, who is suppose to take care of me can't? Especially in the most intimate way? Now that hurts.

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